things are changing pretty fast out here, from class to social interaction to finding the right mix of friends, every thing is so slopy , situations change with every passing second, and i am having problems catching up with all this fast paced stuff, i am not even sure if ppl who hang around with me one week would consider me a friend next week , its so dodgy , i feel so out of place over here,
i am so desperate to get some clarity in my surroundings, i am so dying to settle down but tht doesn’t seem to be happening in near future