missing

its beautiful over here, the buildings, the roads, the parks..the riverside….and its nice to walk in the evening with partially cloudy , nice breeze .. with sound of music being played at the corner of a park ….every one would love to live in this place and enjoy life while walking through roads which have touched numerous great scholars, philosophers, sceintists…but despite all this i am unable to enjoy it ,despite knowing tht these are the things tht i always loved i am not associating myself to them , there seems to be somthing missing and i think i know wat is missing , and thts worrying me , why have i become so weak , why can’t i just enjoy what ever i have and not long for more , but i guess i am just another human , and rather a weak one………