wrong post

my previous post was supposed to be about the uncertainity that is involved when we are shifting from one physical or psychological state to the other, that is why i started it with a quote from kahlil Gibran, however i wandered as usual in to my pointless, stupid rants.

What i wanted to write was that there is a strange kind of comfort in familirity , certainity . and that is captured by the quote really nicely. Even if some one is living in afghanistan and he/she has to move to move to a developed area they will feel something in their heart for their land, those streets, their home, the peole around them . just becuase you have suffered does not mean you will not find any comfort in the idea of a place.

 

Ok my writing just SUCK , and i totally wasted the quote and i could not express what i was feeling ……….#@$#@!$!@#$#@!$#@!$#@$#@!$!#@$#@$$%#@%$#$#%$%$#!@#!$#@%$

thats for my writing skills

shall i read???

“who can depart from his pain and his aloneness without regret?” The prophet , Kahlil Gibran

I have been advised that I should start reading books, I know its already late and i have tried a couple of times but they tend to get boring very quickly , i dun have the patience to read the whole book so the very few times i have tried to read books, i took a short route after reading through first chapter , i normally skip all the chapters and go to the last one ( obviously i have tried to read stories and fiction mostly….I sound as if i have read at least 30 books may be you should divide it by 10)

so now i have started reading khalil gibran’s the prophet, stupid as it may sound i have a tendency to start new things which demand time , normally at crucuail junctures like the present one , i have to write two papers , give to presentations , complete my research for State bank and also prepare for exam of accounting (which i read some 4 years ago) and in the midst of all this i am planning to start a new hobby >> reading ….yes you know the outcome

there is no denial that i am bad with girls, I am bad when it comes to socialising in genral , BUT particularly when I have to socialise with girls, I am pathetic ……..more precisely I am pathetic when it comes to intiating the process of socialising , if some else makes an effort then I am ok ,

but what may be the reason behind all this ???/

its not that I am alergic to girls, or I am shy in front of them  infact once i start talking to some one i tend to be exxtremly frank( which again is another negative side of my personality)

I just know why can’t I talk the initiative , ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok Yasir stop it , not again , people get different meaning from posts