a complete emptiness, i am feeling as if there is a hallow inside inside my chest, with absolutely nothing in it , i have been feeling this emptiness for quiet sometimes now , and certain other feelings related to it in varying forms.
I know there is a reason for me to be in this world, but to find that reason i have to have somthing inside, but as of now i have lost even the little something tht comforted me all these years, not suddenly but slowly i have transformed into a person who is constantly on the run , in search of things which mean something in short run , but when i look at the larger picture all these things doesnot fit together
I have always been more nethusiastic about short term goals, like exams, addmissions , internships, study abroad etc but what next , i am not able to get a single hint of direction from inside which had been a major source of direction for me , but all this has changed over the years especially over the past two years,